Gabrielle, who previously revealed her adenomyosis diagnosis, explained that she and Dwayne were trying to have their own baby at the time. But her path to motherhood was not an easy feat.
While Gabrielle was struggling to get pregnant, she said Dwyane told her, “As much as we want this baby, I want you … We’ve lost too much in our relationship that I was okay with encouraging. you to do something more for your body and your soul. “
“The experience of Dwyane so easily having a baby – while I was unable to – not only left my soul in pieces, but smashed to fine dust scattered in the wind,” she recalled. “We gathered what we could to slowly transform myself into something new. There was no way to hide where I had been glued together again.”
She remembered thinking, “This woman is such a failure. And she has the courage to be old. And she has the courage to have a younger husband. And she has the courage to keep up with a guy who had a child with someone else. “
That LA’s finest star admitted that her “feelings did not come from a healthy place” during that period.